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so as i sit here not able to sleep( i have to be to work at 530am and worked til 9) I am still trying to get over the fact that cancer stole my best friend and mom from me 8 days ago. I didnt want to work today, i contemplated calling in the whole drive there. A manager who lost a few family members told me today that it is not one day at a time but one hour at a time and man was she right. i was able to get through the day. I was laying in my bed listening to the music i put together for the funeral home and i balled. well i am going to try to get some sleep.
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ijuanabkewl) wrote,
sad
